_lp. A¨·mtc, ktlmZc·mtc,
s{]mhn³jy luknÂ\n¶pw kvt\lmiwkIÄ! Cu t\m¼pIme BNcWw \½psS kaÀ¸nXPohnXs¯ IqSpX Dujvafhpw AKm[hpw B¡phm³ klmbIamIs« F¶p {]mÀ°n¡p¶p.

1. amÀ¨v 19 þ \oXnamsâ Xncp\mÄ
ss__nÄ ]dbp¶p: ""AKÌkv kokÀ Hcp Iev]\ ]pds¸Sphn¨p. km{amPys¯ FÃmhcpw kz´ ]«W¯n sN¶v t]scgpXn¡Ww.'' kokÀ A¶s¯ Gäw ià\mb N{IhÀ¯n. ssS_À \ZoXocs¯ sh¦Â sIm«mc¯nencp¶p `cn¡p¶p. temI¯nsâ AXnÀ¯nhsc ImWn¡p¶ `p]Sw ap¼n Xq¡nbn«ncn¡p¶p. At¶mfw Adnbs¸«ncp¶ FÃm P\XIfpw kwkv¡mc§fpw cmPy§fpw At±l¯nsâ Iev]\IognÂ. A¶p temI¯n\v Hcp XeØm\w a{Xw þ tdmam. Hcp `mj am{Xw þ e¯o³. Hcp N{IhÀ¯n am{Xw þ kokÀ. Iev]\ \mSphmgnIÄ¡pw KhÀ®ÀamÀ¡pw F¯n¨p. ""FÃmhcpw t]scgpXn¡Ww.'' hnfw_cw s]cp¼dbSn¨v {]kn²oIcn¨p.
ac¸Wn¡mc\mb tPmk^v ZmhoZnsâ tKm{X¯n s]«h\mbncp¶p. At±lw Xsâ Ipe\Kcamb t_Zvetlantebv¡v KÀ`nWnbmb adnbt¯mSpIqSn t]mbn. t_Xvelw! a¶hnfbp¶ \mSv. kar²nbpsS tZiw. Ncn{Xapd§p¶ \Kcw. ZmhoZnsâ ]«Ww. tPmk^v t]mbXv {]Xo£tbmSpw kt´mjt¯mSpw IqsSbmWv. {]tXyIn¨pw adnbw DÅXpsIm­v. ]t£ F§pw ØeanÃ. krjvSmhn\p ]nd¡m³ CSanÃ. FÃm k{X§fpw Ibdnbnd§n. t\m dqw. tdma³ ]«mf¡mÀ¡p­v. ]W¨m¡pIfmb I¨hS¡mÀ¡p­v. kzÀ®w hmcnsbdnbp¶ hntZinIÄ¡p­v. GhÀ¡pw B{ibambn h¶h\v B{ibambn BcpanÃ. At¸mÄ Ncn{X¯nsâ NphcpIfn Hcp ZpxJhmNIw FgpXs¸«p: ""k{X¯n AhÀ¡p Øew In«nbnÃ.'' AsXmcn¡epw BÀ¡pw ambn¨p Ifbm\mhnÃ. hfÀ¯p]nXmhpw kwc£I\pamb butk¸nsâ hnImc§Ä Duln¡pI.
IYbn ]dbp¶p: Ahkm\w Hcp k{X¯n sN¶p sI©n: apdn XcWw. Fsâ `mcy KÀ`nWnbmWv. k{X¡mcsâ adp]Sn: "Rm\p¯chmZnbÃtÃm' \ncmi\mbn Xncnªp\S¶ butk¸v ]dªpt]mbn: ""Rm\paÃ.'' F¶m he owned it, he adopted the child. Ipªns\ Zs¯Sp¯p, kz´am¡n. ChnsSbmWv butk¸nsâ alXzw. c£I\p ZmhoZnsâ tKm{X¯n ]nd¡m³ klmbw thWw. AÀlXs¸«Xpt]£n¨v AXp sImSp¯p. I\yIbnÂ\n¶p ]nd¡m³ butk¸nsâ klmbwthWw. clky§fpsS kq£n¸pImc\mbn AXpw sNbvXp. kokdn\pÅXp kokdn\pw ssZh¯n\pÅXp ssZh¯n\pw sImSp¯p. ssZh¯n\pw c£I\pw adnb¯n\pw Bhiys¸«sXms¡ sImSp¯p. X\ns¡m¶panÃ. temIc£bv¡pth­n, c£I\pth­n, AhnSps¯ A½bv¡pth­n kzbw CÃmXm¡n. AXpsIm­v hN\w km£ys¸Sp¯n: ""v\oXnam³ þ kÀÆKpW k¼¶³.''
hnip²scÃmhcpw C§s\bpÅhcmWv. Chsct]mepÅhcpÅXpsIm­mWv temI¯n \·Xn·IfpsS k´penXmhØ \ne\n¡p¶Xv. C¶v Xn· hÀ²n¡p¶ps­¦n \·bpsS Afhv \mw a\]qÀÆw Iq«Ww. CubnsS tIm«b¯p \S¶ ZÀi\ A´mxcmjv{S ]pkvXItaf DÂLmS\w sNbvXpsIm­v s{]m^kÀ a[pkp[³\mbÀ ]dªp: It is the best of times. CXv Gäw \à kabamWv. It is also the worst of times. CXv Gäw tamiamb kabhpamWv. Btcm]W§sf¡pdn¨pw Bt£]§sf¡pdn¨pw, ZpÀhmÀ¯Isf¡pdn¨pw, _emÂkwKs¯¡pdn¨pw, ss{IapIsf¡pdn¨pw FgpXm\pfp­v. AXpt]mc \·Xn·IfpsS k´penXmhØ \ne\nÀ¯m³ \·sb¡pdn¨v, kvt\ls¯¡pdn¨v, [ocXsb¡pdn¨v, [mÀ½nIXsb¡pdn¨v, kpIrX§sf¡pdn¨v FgpXm³ Bfp­mhWw. ]dbm\mfp­mhWw. \·sN¿m\mfp­mhWw. butk¸v ho­pw Pohn¡Ww.
Psychology bn Hcp XXzap­v: ""growth begins when owning begins.” kz´ambn kzoIcn¨p XpS§pt¼mÄ hfÀ¨bp­mIp¶p. Ignhps­¦nepw AXp IpdhmsW¦nepw kzbw AwKoIcn¨pIgnªm hfÀ¨bp­mIpw. ZmhoZnsâ ]p{Xs\ ZmhoZnsâ ]p{X\mb butk¸v kz´ambn AwKoIcn¨p kzoIcn¡p¶p. iniphns\ henb ]mc¼cy¯nsâ Ipealnabntebv¡v B\bn¡p¶p. iniphns\bpw A½sbbpw hfÀ¯n kwc£n¡m\pÅ FÃm D¯chmZnXzhpw GsäSp¡p¶p. inip Hcp IpSpw_m´co£¯n hfcp¶p. butk¸v kz´am¡n hfÀ¯p¶p.
ssZh¯nsâ ]²Xnbn ssZhw \ÂInb ]cnanXnIfpw thZ\Ifpw, AtXkabw A]cntabs\ ]cnNcn¡m\pÅ hchpw Ahkchpw, tPmk^ns\bpw BßobXbnepw ssZhm\p`h¯nepw hfÀ¯n. FÃmhn[¯nepw At±lw ""butk¸v' hfÀ¯p¶h³ Bbn¯oÀ¶p. 12þmw hbÊn aq¶pZnhkw ImWmXmbtijw tZhmeb¯n I­t¸mÄ adnbw ]dªp: "aIs\ Rm\pw \nsâ A¸\pw IqSn thZ\tbmsS \ns¶ At\zjn¡pIbmbncp¶p.' "Rm³ Fsâ ]nXmhnsâ `h\¯n Bbncnt¡­XtÃ. AdnªpIqsS AXv?' Xsâ ]nXmhv ssZhamsW¶p hyàam¡nb Cutim Cd§n AhcpsSIqsS \ÊdÊntebv¡p t]mbn. "Ah³ {]mb¯nepw Úm\¯nepw ssZh¯nsâbpw a\pjycpsSbpw kw{]oXnbnepw hfÀ¶p.'' 18 hÀjw IqsS hfÀ¶p. Bimcn]Wn ]Tn¨p. tXmdmbpw hnip² {KÙ§fpw ]Tn¨p. butk¸v _mes\ hfÀ¯n.
adnb¯nsâ ]p{X³, X¨³ Fs¶ms¡ Adnbs¸«ncp¶p Ah³. F¶m tbmÀ±m\nÂh¶v kv\m\w kzoIcn¨t¸mÄ ]nXmhp {]Jym]n¨p: ""Chs\sâ {]nb]p{X³.'' butk¸v AXp tIt«m Ft´m? tI«mepw tI«nsænepw Zs¯Sp¯p kz´am¡m³ t\cs¯ Ignªncp¶p. ]t£ clkyw ]ckyam¡s¸«p. adnb¯nÂ\n¶pÅ P\\w I\ymP\\ambncp¶p. butk¸v hfÀ¯p]nXmhpw kwc£I\pw am{Xw. Xncp¡pSpw_¯nsâ \mbI\pw. Cutim \nXy]nXmhnsâ GIPmX³. kphntijIÀ AXpw a\Ênem¡n. a¯mbnbpw eq¡mbpw hyàambn AsXgpXn. a¯mbn blqZÀ¡pth­n FgpXnbXpsIm­v Cutimsb A{_ml¯nsâbpw ZmhoZnsâbpw ]p{X\mbn B tKm{X¯nÂs]« butk¸nsâ hfÀ¯p ]p{X\mbn AhXcn¸n¨p. eq¡m ]pdPmXnIÄ¡pth­n FgpXnbt¸mÄ aninlmsb ssZh¯nsâbpw BZ¯nsâbpw aI\mbn adnb¯nÂ\n¶p ]nd¶h\mbn AhXcn¸n¨p. butk¸p adnb¯nsâ \nbam\pkrX `À¯mhmWv. ssZthjvS{]Imcw ssZhnIclky§fpsS kq£n¸pImc\pw, ssZh]nXmhnsâ Øm\¡mc\pw  ]p{Xsâ kwc£I\pamWt±lw. eq¡m AXp a\Ênem¡n FgpXn. c­p kphntij§fnepwIqsS hyàamb Hcp Ncn{XamWv butk¸ns\¡pdn¨p e`n¡p¶Xv: ssZht¯mSp ]qÀ®ambn klIcn¡p¶, a\pjyÀ¡pth­n F´p XymKhpw kln¡p¶ \oXnam³. AXpsIm­v butk¸n\v hN\w sImSp¯ Gäw al\obamb \maamWv "\oXnam³'.
hn. butk¸v \½psS {]hniybpsS {]tXyI a²yØ\mWv. At±l¯nsâ kpIrX§Ä A\pIcn¨psIm­v At±ls¯ _lpam\n¡mw. FÃm AÀ°¯nepw \oXnbpÅhcmIm³ {ian¡Ww. \oXnbpw kvt\lhpw \½psS t{]mhn³knsâ apJap{ZbmIs«. aäpÅhsc Pohn¡m\pw hfcm\pw \mw A\phZn¡Ww. \mw hfÀ¯p¶hcmbm t{]mhn³knse PohnXw F{X at\mlcamIpw. hn. butk¸v AXn\p \s½ klmbn¡s«. hn. butk¸nsâ \ma[mcnIfmb FÃm ktlmZc§Ä¡pw Xncp\mfnsâ {]mÀ°\bpw awKf§fpw {]tXyIhn[w t\cp¶p.